A few months ago, I found myself at a Switchfoot gig in Birmingham, utterly captivated by the lyrics of Jon Foreman. As he sang, “This is your life, are you who you want to be?” I was struck by the simplicity and profundity of the question. In that moment, the music faded into the background as my thoughts took centre stage. I asked myself: Am I heading where I want to go? What am I doing to get there? This reflection on personal identity didn’t stop there. My mind wandered to identity in relationships. Who are we in our relationships? Are we showing up as our authentic selves? Or do we mask parts of who we are to protect our partner’s feelings, avoid conflict, or simply “keep the peace”?
I’ve experienced it first-hand: losing touch with my identity in previous relationships. The very qualities that initially drew a partner to me—my playfulness, my childlike joy—became points of contention.
I remember the pain of shelving parts of myself because my “baby voice” or curious nature became “annoying.” Over time, I said goodbye to the playful, inquisitive version of myself. That loss left me questioning: What else had I hidden, stifled, or suppressed? And most importantly, why?
The answer is often complex. It’s not just about the dynamics of a relationship; it’s about systemic influences, societal expectations, and our fears of rejection or conflict. These factors intertwine, leading us to compromise pieces of who we are. Sometimes, we don’t notice it until the relationship ends, and we’re left wondering: Who am I now?
It’s not always obvious when you’re losing touch with your authentic self, but there are signs:
These are signals to pause and reflect on your identity and your role in the relationship.
Authenticity isn’t just a buzzword; it’s the foundation of sustainable, fulfilling relationships. When we lose ourselves, the connection falters. But when we show up as our whole selves, flaws and all, we create space for genuine intimacy.
Reflect on your own relationships: Are you being true to yourself? Are you living the life you want, not just in your career or personal goals, but in how you show up with your partner?
For me, the Switchfoot gig was a wake-up call. I’ve promised myself to honour my curiosity, my playfulness, and my childlike joy—no matter what. And I challenge you to do the same. After all, this is your life. Are you who you want to be?
Much Love,
Anabel x
"This is your life - Switchfoot" Lyrics
If you enjoy reading academic literature. Here is an article on authenticity in romantic relationships and its impact on relationship outcomes.
Coaching can help you stay authentic in your relationships. If you would like to work with me, you can contact me here.
When you hear the words couples therapy, you might picture two people sitting across from a therapist, diving into their latest conflict, hoping to find common ground. But what happens when your love life doesn’t come in a neat, two-person package? What if your relationship includes more than just two hearts in the mix—or none at all, for those living their best solo poly lives?
And while we’re here, what if therapy isn’t the solution you need? Maybe you’re looking for something more forward-focused, dynamic, and tailored to your unique connection(s). That’s where coaching steps in, challenging the old-school idea of “fixing couples” and making room for every kind of love story.
Let’s explore why the words “couples therapy” deserve a refresh, and why coaching might just be the modern alternative you didn’t know you needed.
“Couples” is a term so ingrained in our vocabulary that we rarely stop to question it. It’s cozy, convenient, and rolls off the tongue—but it’s also limiting. Here’s why:
Therapy and coaching both aim to support relationships, but they go about it in different ways. While therapy often focuses on healing the past, coaching takes a forward-thinking approach. It’s about building skills, strengthening communication, and navigating the complexities of love with confidence.
Here’s how coaching shines:
Coaching isn’t just therapy-lite—it’s a different ballgame altogether. Here’s why it’s perfect for modern relationships:
Forget the image of sitting on a couch in a neutral-toned office. Coaching sessions can happen online, in a coffee shop, or even during a walk in the park. It’s designed to fit into your life, not the other way around.
From polycules to platonic partnerships, coaching isn’t bound by traditional definitions of a relationship. It’s about helping your unique connection thrive—whether that means resolving conflict, enhancing communication, or simply figuring out how to make Google Calendar work for six people.
Coaching isn’t only for relationships in crisis. It’s a proactive way to deepen intimacy, foster understanding, and ensure your relationships grow with intention. Think of it as a love-life upgrade.
Let’s face it: the traditional model of couples therapy doesn’t work for everyone. Modern relationships are as diverse as the people in them, and they deserve support that meets them where they are—not where society expects them to be.
Coaching offers a flexible, inclusive alternative that values your unique dynamic and focuses on building the future you want. Whether you’re in a pair, a polycule, or thriving as a solo poly individual, the right support can help your relationship(s) flourish.
If you’ve been searching for support that goes beyond the binary, coaching might be just what you’re looking for. It’s not about fixing you—it’s about helping you grow, together or apart. Curious to learn more? Let’s start the conversation here.
Much Love,
Anabel x
Love is one of those words that gets thrown around a lot, but have you ever thought about how it’s more than just a feeling? For me, love is a verb—an intentional way of being that shapes how we connect with others. Whether it’s in our romantic relationships, family dynamics, or even at work, love is an action we choose to engage in. Yet, I’ll be the first to admit: sometimes, loving feels really hard.
We all have days when life throws challenges our way—stress at work, misunderstandings at home, or just a general feeling of overwhelm. On those days, our capacity to love can feel diminished. Instead of reaching out with warmth and understanding, we might become defensive or pull away, creating distance from those we care about.
It’s important to recognise that this struggle is completely normal. Love is complex; it’s not always easy to navigate. So, how do we keep our intentions to love alive, even when it feels tough?
One of the best pieces of advice I’ve come across is to focus on self-love. When I take the time to care for myself, I find that I can show up as a better partner, friend, or colleague. Here are a few ways to cultivate that self-love:
How often do you give yourself the same kindness you’d offer a friend? Practising self-compassion means acknowledging your struggles without judgement. When I find myself feeling down, I try to talk to myself the way I would talk to someone I care about deeply. This small shift in mindset can create a huge impact.
What lights you up? Think about the activities that bring you joy or help you get into that magical state of flow. For me, it’s often a long walk in nature or getting lost in a good book. These moments of joy recharge my batteries and remind me of what’s important.
Consider trying new activities or revisiting old hobbies that once brought you happiness. It could be anything from painting, gardening, or cooking a new recipe—finding what makes you feel alive is key.
Take a moment to think about what truly matters to you. What activities or connections bring you a sense of purpose? When I focus on what I value most—whether it's family time, meaningful conversations, or creative projects—I feel more grounded and connected, making it easier to extend love to others.
Creating a list of your core values can help clarify what’s essential in your life. This practice can guide your decisions and interactions, reminding you of the loving intentions you want to uphold.
When I prioritise my own wellbeing, I’m more equipped to be loving and present for those around me. It’s not about pretending everything is perfect; it’s about recognising that loving can be hard, and that’s okay. We’re all human, after all.
By investing time in self-care, we create a ripple effect that enhances our relationships. When we take care of our emotional needs, we are better able to offer support and love to those around us, creating a more positive environment for everyone involved.
Embracing love as a intentional practice can change our perspectives. Instead of waiting for the feeling of love to strike us, we can consciously choose to act lovingly, even when our emotions are less than warm. This might mean reaching out to a friend for a chat, offering a word of encouragement to a colleague, or simply taking a moment to appreciate a loved one’s presence.
When we make these intentional choices, we reinforce the idea that love is not just a feeling but a series of actions that strengthen our connections.
It’s perfectly okay to admit that loving can be hard sometimes. We all go through phases where our capacity for love is tested. By focusing on self-love and practising kindness towards ourselves, we can cultivate the resilience needed to love others more fully.
Let’s remember that love is a journey, and each step we take towards being intentional counts. By nurturing our own wellbeing, we empower ourselves to be the loving individuals we aspire to be.
If you like to read, I highly recommend All About Love: New Visions by Bell Hooks which can be found online in many places including Amazon.
And, if you feel you are still finding love a challenge and would like to work with me as your coach, you can contact me here.
Much Love,
Anabel
Marriage changed me. It's funny how one moment can change everything, isn’t it? Just the other day, my new husband gave me a birthday card that read, "My wife, I love you to the moon and back." Simple words, yet they triggered a profound sense of peace, safety, and a deeper understanding of love and commitment.
Marriage wasn’t always on my agenda. I was never the type to dream about weddings or see marriage as a necessary milestone. Then I met him. Gradually, something shifted. Our relationship felt healthy, our communication was strong, and our intimacy was fulfilling. But beyond that, there was a spiritual connection—a transcendence I hadn’t expected.
Marriage changed me in ways I couldn’t have foreseen. While marriage wasn’t in my plans, it has become one of the most rewarding aspects of my life.
Sometimes, I catch my husband looking at me with such pure love that it feels like he's looking straight into my soul. He sees all of me—the good, the bad, and everything in between—and loves me even more for it. The shift from girlfriend to fiancée to wife has brought positive changes I didn’t anticipate, especially in my emotions and identity.
Before the wedding, I was terrified. Old fears of relationship failure resurfaced, and I was a mess. But the day after, something shifted. Despite my Master's degree in Psychology, I couldn't explain it; I just felt secure. For the first time, I felt like we could face anything together.
Marriage changed me, bringing a new sense of security and partnership I hadn’t realised I needed.
Is this newfound peace because he’s the first person who truly wanted to marry me? Or is it simply because he’s the right person? Sometimes, I wonder if my emotions are influenced by where I am in my menstrual cycle, as I have PMDD and that can make things harder. Yet, I think this peace goes beyond temporary feelings—marriage somehow changed me on a deeper level.
Maybe I need to appreciate these feelings for what they are, accepting this peace and love without overthinking it. Can you relate? Have you experienced a similar shift after marriage? What changed for you, if anything? I’d love to hear your thoughts and experiences. Head over to my socials and join the conversation.
If you would like to read more about mindset shifts in Marriage, here is some further reading:
Here is a recent journal article exploring Growth Mindset in relationships.
Or if you feel like you may benefit from some relational coaching with myself, please feel free to contact me here.
Much Love,
Anabel x
Have you ever tried to help your partner, only to feel like your efforts made things worse? Maybe you offered advice, thinking you were being supportive, but instead of gratitude, you were met with frustration. This can be a common experience in relationships, so let’s dive into how you can support your partner in a way that actually helps rather than hinders.
In relationships, it’s easy to misinterpret what our loved ones truly need. Sometimes, your partner may seem to be asking for help, but what they really want is a listening ear or a comforting presence. So, how can you support your partner in a way that meets their true needs and strengthens your bond?
Before jumping in to "fix" things, consider asking your partner what kind of support they need. Here are a few approaches:
The most straightforward way to understand what your partner needs is to ask. Try something like, “Would you prefer to talk it out or do you just need a hug?” or “Would practical advice help, or would it be more helpful just to vent?” Direct questions can save you both from misunderstandings.
If your partner is dealing with a work-related issue, remember they likely know the situation best. Sometimes they may just need a space to process their thoughts, without added input. Consider whether offering an outside perspective is truly helpful or if it might add to their stress.
Sometimes, the most supportive thing you can do is give your partner space. When tensions are high, even well-meaning help can feel overwhelming. Recognising when to step back can show respect for their needs and allow them to regain a sense of control.
Supporting your partner doesn’t always go as planned, and your attempts might sometimes be met with irritation. Here’s how to handle those moments gracefully:
It’s natural to feel hurt if your support isn’t received well, but remember, their reaction is likely a reflection of their own stress. Try not to take it to heart if they seem frustrated. By staying calm and compassionate, you’ll help keep the environment emotionally safe.
If a discussion begins to escalate, consider suggesting a pause. This isn’t about ignoring the problem but about giving each other the space to approach the issue more calmly. You might say, “Let’s take a break and come back to this when we’re both feeling clearer.” Taking a step back can prevent unnecessary conflict.
Take some time to think about how you and your partner typically handle stress together. Do you tend to jump in with solutions, or do you offer the emotional support they might be seeking? And importantly, how do you express your own needs when you’re feeling overwhelmed?
If navigating these moments feels challenging, you might consider relationship coaching. Together, you can explore ways to communicate more effectively, foster a deeper connection, and build a partnership where both of you feel truly seen, heard, and valued. If you feel I could help you, please contact me here.
If you would like to read more about communicating positively in your relationships you can check out my other blogs here. Or if you love to read, there is an amazing book that I highly recommend to my clients called Nonviolent Communication: a Language of Life By Marshall B. Rosenberg which can be found in many places including Amazon. There are also some information, resources and exercises here on NVC that you may enjoy.
Anabel x
Are communication struggles in your relationships causing frustration and distance? You're not alone. Poor communication is one of the most common issues those in relationships face, and it can gradually undermine even the strongest connections. If conversations often end in confusion or feelings of being unheard, it's time to explore why this happens and how you can overcome these barriers to create a healthier, more fulfilling relationship.
Poor Listening Skills: A Hidden Culprit
One of the key reasons for communication struggles in relationships is poor listening. It's easy to assume that hearing the words your partner says means you're truly listening, but active listening goes much deeper. Studies show that many of us fail to listen actively, meaning we don’t fully understand or acknowledge what our partner is saying.
When active listening is absent, misunderstandings and feelings of neglect can arise. This can lead to unresolved conflicts, creating a cycle of miscommunication that makes it harder to reconnect, leaving both partners frustrated and emotionally distant.
Distractions
In today’s fast-paced world, distractions like smartphones, work, or outside stress can make it hard to fully focus on your partner during conversations.
Emotional Reactions
We all have emotional triggers, and sometimes, an emotional reaction to what your partner says can interrupt your ability to truly listen. Instead of engaging in dialogue, we may start defending ourselves.
Assumptions
Many of us make the mistake of assuming we know what our partner will say before they even finish speaking. These assumptions can lead to misunderstandings and missed opportunities for connection.
When communication struggles go unaddressed, they can lead to serious consequences. Poor listening may leave conflicts unresolved, which can breed resentment. Emotional intimacy begins to fade as partners start to feel disconnected, and trust may begin to erode. Over time, these issues can threaten the future of your relationship.
Building Active Listening Skills
If you’re facing communication struggles, relationship coaching can help. Through coaching, you can develop active listening skills, which allow you to understand your partner’s emotions and intentions more clearly.
Emotional Regulation
Coaching also focuses on emotional regulation, helping you stay calm and engaged in difficult conversations. Rather than becoming defensive, you’ll learn how to manage emotions and keep communication open.
Empathy and Understanding
Relationship coaching fosters empathy, helping you to see things from your partner’s perspective and strengthening your emotional connection.
Confidence in Communication
Coaching boosts your confidence, allowing you to express your needs and desires respectfully and clearly, reducing frustration and fostering a deeper connection.
Effective communication is vital for any relationship to thrive. Without it, even the strongest bonds can weaken over time. The good news is that communication struggles don’t have to last forever. Relationship coaching can give you the tools you need to improve your connection, listen more attentively, and communicate more openly. Take the first step today and contact me to book a free consultation session.
Anabel x